Well, I have cleaned all I can without help from a strong back and cooked three meals today.  Now I am tired and bored.  What should I do next.  I have plenty to do but nothing I want to do.  This is serious.  Depression is so bad.  Wish I knew a cure that was instant.

I did have a great thanksgiving.  I made spaghetti and everybody loved it.  I was proud of myself because I could not find my recipe so I did it from memory.  Only needed salt and pepper.  Yea.  I made everyone happy for a few hours.

Andy and Barney, my doxies, are asleep on dad's lap.  They always end up on him when he sits down. He claims he does not like it, but you can tell he does.

We were talking early this morning and I told him that when I start using the C-Pap machine to use at night to keep me from not breathing when I sleep, and get my depression meds right, he is going to wake up one morning and say,  "I married a young woman. "  Because I was going to be working circles around him.   He said without skipping a beat,  "Damn if I knew that was gonna happen I would have got that machine for you a long time ago."  He thinks he is so smart.

I am still working on my mother's book.  I may never finish it because I always see something to change when I open it up.  It has been fun though.  I enjoy going to the library and doing research.  Sure I could do it at home on the computer, but that does not get me out of the house and around people.

I have made 10 beautiful bracelets for future craft shows.  I am now learning how to make a duct tape rose.  I think they will sell well also.